Motherhood

  • We were pregnant…

    We were pregnant… Yes… You read that right… Were… Past tense… We lost our third baby… The past month and a half has been a rollercoaster of emotions… From the joy of getting the phone call, to the sinking feeling you get when your surrogate bleeds, to the relief you feel when you see the sweet Read more

  • Leading to Transfer.

    It has been awhile since I have blogged and a lot has happened during that time. The past month has been filled with hope, excitement, anxiety, and the daily struggle of grief. We have learned to balance work, our home life, and the doctor’s appointments. Days that included legal, medications, lab draws, ultrasounds, and waiting Read more

  • Choosing to live.

    It has been nearly five months since Miles has passed away… Minutes, hours, and days filled with the unknown… But also still filled with hope and with faith… I want to continue this journey of sharing and catch you up to our present day life… After Miles passed away, my sister and brother flew in the Read more

  • The Roller Coaster of NICU.

    December 8, 2017. 6:06 pm. This was the first time that I got to leave the ICU and visit Miles. I had spent the past day and a half only being able to see him through pictures, videos and FaceTime. I was incredibly thankful for a strong and loving husband who balanced taking care of Read more

  • Miles’ Birth Story Part 2

    Everything happened so quickly the morning that Miles was born. It is difficult and emotional to try and process everything that happened that day… From the terror of the unknown to the love, positivity and strength of my husband to the compassion shown to us by the hospital staff… As difficult as it is, I Read more

  • Miles’ Birth Story Part 1

    I have started, stopped, and restarted this post several times. I have not been able to get far enough into it without having a complete and absolute meltdown. This is the point in Miles’ story that I have struggled journaling and writing about… The day leading to being readmitted into the hospital and the week Read more

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