Thanksgiving Day - November 24, 2016. This was the day that I was admitted into Labor & Delivery. The day that changed everything. This is honestly the most difficult, painful and traumatizing experience to talk about and a piece of me still feels like I am trapped in that place... In that hospital, waiting for everything... Continue Reading →

It has been almost two months since I have blogged, but here I am... So let's try this again... In the midst of this blogging journey and living my day to day life, I deal with the grief and pain of the absence of our daughter... It is a struggle every single day... And with... Continue Reading →

Marcus and I didn't debate much on whether or not we were having a boy or girl. We knew we were having a girl. We always imagined having a girl first. It was something we talked about before we had even started trying. We always discussed girl names, what our daughter would look like and... Continue Reading →

September 23, 2016. We had made it out of our first trimester and thought that it was safe to tell people now. For weeks, we had tried to think of the perfect way to announce our newest journey to the world and we had finally found it. We were going to incorporate a piece of each... Continue Reading →

It was July 26, 2016... I was late.  I had just gotten home from work and Marcus was laying in the bed watching television. I thought to myself "I'll just take this test real quick and set it down" and didn't really think anything of it. We had just started trying so it didn't even cross my... Continue Reading →

I think in order for the story of our daughter and this journey to make sense... You have to know how it first began. Here is how and where we were in life when we finally decided to start a family of our own... It was about May of 2016... Marcus was in the Fire Academy and... Continue Reading →